I used to live life without suffering regret.

I used to see regret as weakness.

Perhaps it was a way of giving myself strength.

That stopped the moment I became a father.

Now regret is learning.

Painful learning.

Every time I failed them.

Every time I lost my stupid fucking temper.

Alas…every time I will fail them in the future.

I regret every moment of weakness and anger.

Now and forever.

To be a parent is to be reborn.

With nothing and everything at the same time.